Picking Up Spotty Internet in My Apartment

So we/he have purchased a house. I'm incredibly excited about it, but it is also the most terrifying thing I have ever experienced, ever. From the realization that between the two of our student loans AND this house, we owe more money than I ever, ever thought I could comprehend. I am working on maintaining my excitement while being terrified. He is working on the same thing. Of course, it seems completely too fast--even though we've been looking for a good nine months.

I don't know how to write more right now. I'm alone in my studio right now, thinking about how little time I have left to be alone and how both simultaneously exciting and frightening it is to think about that.