I don't understand how good things can feel so far away right now. It's the last day of work week (officially, but don't worry, I'll still be here on Friday...) and all the joy and good will I felt on Saturday night has officially evaporated. This is a more stressful beginning to the year than last year and no one is giving me clear or defined answers to anything. Our room is relatively well put together, but I am tired. LM and I worked extremely hard on it and it does honestly look really good. I just want the rest of my things to come and let me file everything away so that I can work on it all and be done.
But, the major problem is CA. He's been away on business all week, understandable. But, his grandmother is now extremely ill (kidneys failing) and so he's flying back from South Dakota right now and will be flying out to Mississippi tomorrow morning. The last several weeks have felt like one disaster after another and despite my best efforts to be supportive and understanding, I am sorely failing.
I just can't deal with being at work right now.
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