The job at Vernon Hills did not come through. I am beginning to grow rampantly worried and cannot be exceedingly honest about it because it might mean this degree, all my degrees, are a complete and total waste of time. That's a rather unsettling feeling. I'll figure something out, I am sure, but for now, in order to save face, I am calling the summer my exploratory summer. I'm going to go to Argentina for Guillermo's wedding, I'm going to go to Canada for that conference, and I'm going to do other fun things. Maybe do some roadtrips with C.A. Maybe go to New York to hang out. Maybe, maybe...
Something else will come through. I just don't like the idea of moving back to Chicago and not knowing what I'm doing. It's a very, ver unsafe feeling. If I do figure it out though I think things might start falling into place.
No comments:
Post a Comment